Yesterday a new addition to our blended family came into the
world and the boys gained a beautiful baby brother.
This moment was one of great joy for mom and dad and of
course my 2 oldest monkeys and it was one I have been avoiding in thought for
the better part of the last month.
Why you may ask… because I’m scared, my boys are my life and
I truly believe that their brother is a blessing however he is the first
biological child for their step mum and I will be honest and say that as much
as I adore children and babies the way I feel about my own children is just
different the love for them and the patience and understanding I have with them
is far above what I have for other peoples kids and that is why I am scared…
well shitless.
I’m scared that my kids will not get the same attention they
did or the same love that they did from their step mom, that they will get
pushed aside or that patience will run thin, I’m scared for how they would feel
emotionally and what kind of impact it will have on them….
Is this normal am I being stupid are these feelings uncalled
for…
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