Someone get me something deep friend and smothered in
chocolate…
This is exactly how I feel right now it has been a really
emotional morning.
For starters I did not sleep well last night, our hedgie
escaped his room and was running around on the laminated flooring all night so
you can imagine how that sounds and then Jesse had to have the fan on and it
gave me such a stinking headache, I don’t know why but fans give me a headache.
Anyway so get up this morning, get the kids up, get dressed
and head on over to my make-up bag only to find that everything is covered in a
slimy goop…
Loghan wanders over and goes mommy what is that it smells
like honey oh and what is that in the candle… now I know that I had just filled
a bag with toiletries we no longer use last night and I know that one of the
was a honey lotion, so I know then that Loghan knows exactly what it is because
he did it.
So I ask him what happened he denies it over and over until
I threaten his privileges and when he finally admits it and I ask why he goes
uhm I didn’t think you would notice ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I fly to the bathroom trying to wash out my brushes and
clean my make up as best I can I also had to wash the make-up bag out and
whilst doing so I forgot that a set of my earrings from my grandmother were in
there and as murphy would have it one of them ended up down the drain, double
ARGH!!!!
Ok so now I am upset, I am very upset I tell the boys to get
out my room and down stairs before I do, I tell Loghan how angry I am, my hubby
tells him how angry I am and he just sits there like its nothing… so now I am
irate.
I get on with breakfast, we are now running late, I’m
feeding animals, tidying up…shit where are the boys shoes I only see two out of
four and guess what one is a size one and one is a size two… meaning one of
Loghan’s shoes made it home and one of Gabriel’s… CURSES
So I fish out an old pair of Loghan’s ICK and then Gabriel
had to wear mismatched shoes… now I feel like a terrible mom and they are
wolfing down breakfast… shit Loghan’s meds, there’s the shuttle… usher them out
the door, tell Loghan he cannot have his marbles remind them to find their
shoes and kiss them trying to still keep up that angry face but truth be told I
am now exhausted and there is nothing I can do about the situation so off they
go.
Now hubby and I are trying to finish getting ready and finish
cleaning up, Jesse is moaning to go outside, I go outside to see if I could get
my earning out from the drain, turn on the tap and I get sprayed with goop… now
I have to change, I looked to the sky and was like seriously universe
SERIOUSLY, rush inside get changed and rush out the door only to get to the crèche
and Jesse has peed in his car seat….
Get him out change him, look for the missing shoes at the crèche
find ONE, get in my car realise I left my phone at home but start my mission to
work when all of a sudden a hadida walks into the road and I have to come to a
halt, and that hadida that very blasé take my time bird made me take the step
back I needed, those 10 seconds were what I needed, I took a breather I calmed
down and I went on my way, I was significantly calmer by the time I got to work
and in hind sight I should not have left those earrings in my make -up case, it
is over now and there really is nothing I can do about it, I am sad, incredibly
sad I know it is a material possession but my grandmothers passing is still
something that I struggle with and I felt so privileged to own some of her
things and wear them.
Hopefully Loghan has learnt his lesson, I really struggle to
understand them sometimes and I know flying off the handle was probably not the
best idea… ok it was a really crap idea but I will speak with him properly
about it tonight and I’m sure it will all have blown over by then if not by the
end of that conversation.
Motherhood is not for sissys!!!!!
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