This is going to be a long post
and one I have been contemplating writing for a while now. I was sitting with Jesse in my lap this
morning and feeling a bit sad thinking about how fast he is growing and that I
will never again be pregnant, feel a baby grow or give birth.
I do not for a second regret the
decision to have a hysterectomy, health wise it has probably been the best
decision I have ever made, it still makes me sad sometimes though and there are
many times when I have asked myself why?
